IT HAPPENS

sometimes in life, things happen, where it seems as if nothing is going your way nothing seems to be working out, i felt this until just lately, i stopped to think about what was happening, i stopped and remembered what the law of attraction, or whatever you may call it really was offering me. Heres the story, i have one car where the frame is shot, i bought another car and it turns out the engine is shot, i try to fix another car in high hopes and learned alot, more about cars than i though i ever would, i even got it to run but still found that i had a long way to go, during this time i have been using a good friends vehicle, he does not use the truck often. Although today would have been a day he would have needed it, he is handicapped and can't get in the vehicle on his own, and would have needed me, i had to work and also someone to take me, but he canceled, and i found myself using his truck. on the way home it began to leak heavily from the water pump and i luckily only work a fifteen minute drive from work, the truck made it. however if he would have taken his truck, it might not have been so "lucky". Not only that, but i have been wanting to be more healthy, i have been narcotic free for 3 years and alchohol free for 5 months, and am slowly introducing more ways to make myself a little more healthy, by making choices to no longer drink sodas, and drink more water and juices although made from concentrate they still contain less "added sugars". i had bought a bike in hopes to drive that to work and have found that i am less athletic than i thought. But have now made a choice to take this to work because of the "luck" i have had with cars. Although things may not be going the way i want them too. they are going and it is something i wanted to do, just now is something i need to do. and it has more positives than that, i will save gas and insurance. So i will take everything in loving light in hopes that i will find myself where i want to be anyway.

pray that one day i find my love song, hopee its not to long, strong journey ahead, live life with open eyes, open heart and open mind, where the river flows, i must go, cries no, standing on the starting line waiting for my shot to go. i prepair with each moment ready to step hope i get all the answers by the end of all of this, i wont have a regret, forget none of it, lessons learned from all friends, future and met, prosper in moments of unrest because i learn how to live off whats needed, must stop and see what earths beauty has to offer and in the end we will finally live and prosper, note... edit

warrior

Warrior dreams, soul screams, anger inside drive me to mountain streams, must finally let go, not start but to finish the cause, when needed by those who dont even have shoes, pause, for those in pain, we must live as one, new age,

Difference is horrible, why? BECAUSE PEOPLE REFUSE TO ACCEPT IT, if everyone on this blessed planet called earth was the same, it would be a horrible place, Next time you see someone different make an effort to realize the good parts of them, its because of there differences that they are brilliant at some things that you might not even know existed, watch them

Life is a dance floor, and those creepy kids in the corner might not be as creepy as you think, its people that think alike that seem to be letting this world die, letting it turn into one big festering garbage pit of disease polution and death, MOTHER NATURE will take back whats hers, and if you dont realize its those creepy kids that have been thinking of ways to make this world a better place, Theres no need for oil, we are spending billions on something that is limited, spent over a quarter billion dollars in one day on "SPECIAL INTERESTS" but we talk about government spending, OH wait dont forget we have all those reserves in alaska left untouched, what the fuck are you talkin about, it might be five years before that stock runs. then what smart ass? go back to war with the other countries for it, we need a more stable and reliable resource, and why not think now? LISTEN>

we are depending on too much of this planets resources, stripping it clean turning it into a wasteland, life seems to be a race on who can obtain the most possetions, who can have the most money the most fame the most fortune, I wonder what people would do without it, when all you can do is live off the land, live with mother nature, where there is no more fuel, no more plastics no more stripping the mother of all of her precious love she is willing to give to us, when will you people FEEL the pain she does?

walls of mine torn down around, ask forgiveness and thank god for that recieved, if but one person reads this; i live life in a dream, to me everything happens for a reason, seasons, friends, and every person met, greatings. Leave reality for astro believing, black and white no more, color in between, sight seen in prism, suns shining streams, and as they try to sweep me away from the shore, i must finally let myself go free, for if i hang on to long, it would be sure to tear apart me slow, but i leave, not more regret, for time must lead the way, every path greats me another and to a lover, a mother, life wont be alone forever. I wont act different, i refuse to live a lie, live life, god i finally try, to become a better person everyday and listen to glass wisdom earned, to find who what where and why, i cry, for i turned away to soon, i must learn and teach others i pray i dont stutter, religion rips this world apart as well as negative energy grows, for if there truly is an end, there must be new beginings and for that a new way of life.